I’ve been thing about writing this post for a long time, but I think I need to do it.
Should I take a break? Will it make me feel better?
Honestly, I don’t know but I think I will take break. That doesn’t mean I’ll stop blogging, bookstagramming or reading. It’s just that I need a break; I have a lot going on right now. My classes are crazy, and I have a lot of work to do. I knew doing a master’s degree would be hard, but man… it’s too much. Don’t get me wrong, I love what I’m studying but I worry to much about classes; if I’m doing good or if I’m not, and because of that I’m having anxiety almost every day. It makes me feel so bad, guy… I need to learn how to worry less.
On the other hand, I’ve been feeling that I HAVE to blog, not that I want to and it’s not supposed to be like that. I won’t stop blogging, obviously, but I’ll do it when I feel like it and when I feel that it’s not an obligation. Thinking about classes, being behind on my college work, being behind at blogging, and not reading many books are things that make me sad, stressed, anxious, and maybe depressed (specially the classes). I’m not supposed to feel like this… not again.
I love blogging, reading and studying. The problem is me worrying to much about every single thing about my life. As I said, I won’t stop doing what I like. I’ll read my precious books, and I’ll write book reviews. You can still find me on twitter, instagram and other social medias (links are at the end of each post). I like talking with you guys, and won’t stop doing that.
Maybe I sound stupid, maybe taking a break won’t help, but I feel like I shouldn’t force myself to post three times per week on this blog. I’m going to take things slow to see if I get better because feeling this way it’s making me crazy.
Sorry for bothering with a post like this one. I thought it would be good to let you guys know that maybe I won’t be posting as often as I used to. After all, you are my readers so it’s good to let you know if something’s going to change.
Thank you so much for reading, and thanks in advance for understanding. Until next time, xoxo.